From your post I can say you have delusion of persecution which is a symptom of schizophrenia. You might need professional help if whatever you wrote here is actually how you feel.

An emphasis on a lack of control as to what data is collected should be emphasized.

that’s a very good point. Thank you for sharing it!

yeah but there could be algorithm that runs locally I don’t see problem with that

to connect to an IRC server you would need a IRC client, the most straight forward way to connect to IRC is using the web interface (https://web.libera.chat/).

you have to send message with !gforth prefix, so for example if you want to add two numbers 1 and 2 you will write something like the following in the IRC channel.

!gforth 1 2 + .

don’t forget to add period ( . ) at the end!

Thank you so much for providing these links, I will read it all.

oh I didn’t know it, thank you so much for correcting me! =)

Looks very cool😎👍

It’s… weird, did you do something that accidentally deleted firefox?

Thanks for sharing, I am 21 years old.

You symptoms could still be manifesting if you’re young enough.

I hope this is not true, I don’t want to be like we see on movies.

No, I don’t experience visual hallucinations. however I like to imagine another world where everything happens as I like. eg, I have some kind of superpower etc

No, there is no logic behind the fear of water and soap, I just feel like water and soap will harm me somehow.

Bathing is very difficult for me, I only bathe once in 3-4 days.

No I don’t have auditory hallucinations. I only have delusion of reference and delusion of persecution. However I do laugh at my symptoms when I think someone wants to harm me. I immediately go like “It couldn’t be that this person wants to harm me” then “yeah but he was looking at me he must be laughing at me” “No he was looking at me because I first looked at him” “He definitely laughed at me”

You know this kind of back and forth.

Fortunately my parents are alive. This is the exact same thing my new psychiatrist is thinking. They are decreasing the dose of APs and increasing the dose of anti-depresent.

No they didn’t do a brain scan yet.

yes, however they are too much lock down compare to a real Linux phone

I don’t like how schizophrenia is represented in movies, they portrait schizophrenics as crazy person who want to kill other human, which is incorrect. for example you won’t even know I am diagnosed with schizophrenia until I explicitly tell you. for everyone around me I am just a fine introvert person.

I don’t know why are you asking this same question to everyone posting in AMA community. are you trying to confirm if I am an LLM or not?

sure, I mostly struggle when I go to my university, It makes me anxious thinking everyone is laughing at me and mocking me, I haven’t made a single friend in university because of schizophrenia. I lost an internship too since they got an idea that something is wrong with me. right now I don’t even know if I should tell my employer that I have schizophrenia, I don’t want to lost my job however they won’t know I have schizophrenia if I don’t tell them myself.

It happens all the time when I go to university. I often catch a delusion like you said “that person doesn’t wanna harm me since it doesn’t benefit them” however It’s hard to catch that “people doesn’t mocking me and laughing at me” whenever I see a person laughing I think that they are laughing at me and it makes me uncomfortable. It’s very hard to “catch” this kind of things. also I think that people are judging me like saying “oh he is a terrible person because xyz” which is infuriating.

I don’t have a beefy machine to play game on, so installing Bazzite is useless for me.

I don’t have their number so I can’t send a message right now. However I will be going to the hospital after 20 days so then I can tell him about this.