I wanted to ask
If you’re okay
But I felt like I already knew the answer

I should have asked if you were okay
But I was afraid I already knew

And I didn’t want to know
What I knew
I didn’t want to know

And my mind went
To all of our favourite places
To us holding hands forever
Through all of our days
Through all of our seasons

To you making tea for me when I couldn’t do it
To the laughing and knowing
And the shouting and crying
We swore we would talk it out in the morning
But morning never came

I should have asked why
You texted me that night
I hadn’t expected your voice
At three in the morning
And I was tired
I tried to keep you waiting
Like all of the times you waited for me
Until deep in the morning

But you couldn’t wait
You never could wait, and now I’ll die waiting
For days that never will come
For you
Only for you