Hello,

I have schizophrenia however you won’t even know it unless I tell you myself, I only have delusion of reference and delusion of persecution. I feel like people want to harm me or mocking me. I don’t hear any voices though which is the major symptom of schizophrenia. I am afraid of water and soap too.

AMA :)

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    2 days ago

    I have an official diagnosis of autism with “psychotic sensitivities”

    I have met a few people with schizophrenia and overall get along really well with them. I can sort understand the experience by extrapolating my own experiences.

    I am also a huge supporter of neurodivergent theory which includes autism/adhd/bipolar/shizophrenia and even dyslexia. Everyone who thinks a little different then the perceived norm. We all share way more treats with eachother then we do with “normal” neurotypicals.

    I told my job i am autistic because if i don’t they will assume i am on drugs. (Happend more then once). I would never tell them about the psychotic sensitivities. While it really hurts to say this i highly recommended not telling them about schizophrenia. I am actually very supporting of identity expression, so really really hurts.

    The main reason is, Neurotypicals wont understand it at best. And they will misunderstand at worst. People barely understand autism. Way to many people think “psychosis” = “psychopath”. Statically we are much more like to be the victim of crime but i even had fellow autists become nervous around me for opening up about this minor extra detail about myself.

    What do i do recommend is to see if your schizophrenia also qualifies for an autism diagnosis. When i was in psychiatry there was a pattern of people who first where labeled ad(h)d then autism, then autism with psychotic sensitivities and then eventually schizophrenia. Simply because the difference really isn’t so pronounced as the labels may see.

    While autism is still not well understood many people have at least heard of high profile successful autists and/or savant syndrome. There is also more generally knowledge that autism is unique per individual which is very useful for you.

    If something ever happens, let say you have a panic attack or your having a really bed period in life which can increases symptoms. Autism can cover you more easily and get people of your back.

    I also want to strech that in the spirit of neurodiversity this would not be lying, depending on how modern your doctor they may fully agree on this. The medical labels are arbitrary and only relevant for a trained medical professional that actually understands what those labels entail. The majority of people just want to sort you in a simplified set of boxes and you want them to put you in the box “bit weird but ok” or even better “also weird, and therefor my friend” and not in the box “unknown, unpredictable, maybe dangerous”