I’m currently on suspension from work because I started self harming myself in public after listening to yet another horror story from Gaza. I’ve wanted to kill myself for months. I want to die I want to die I want to die I deserve it I deserve it I deserve it.

Fuck I don’t want to die fuck. I don’t! I just don’t see how I get out of this with my soul intact. We’re all fucking damned.

The only thing that will make a difference is the destruction of the United States. Death to America.

If I had an ounce of bravery I’d cast the only fucking vote that matters.