I’m going to somehow need the laptop replaced; I’m unsure how much the remaining rectangle of screen.will stay (semi-)functional. There is plenty law enforcement in my family. The context is entangled in citizen ethics as well, e.g. I don’t think it’s necessarily appropriate for law enforcement to attempt to just intervene & resolve things. I’m going to request my father to help replace the laptop for now. Particularly, I need a higher-end Linux laptop; have a four-year degree in programming, and have been on a computer since I was two. Though, I don’t want to have to keep being financially dependent on my father. Without having used any violence, the person who was attacking me is now feeling regretful; he’s emotionally volatile, the context can be very overwhelming for him. Others also encourage him to be violent or intolerant toward me, and again it isn’t abnormal for people to treat me this way in general. In the culture I’m in, people often force/persuade loved ones to attack other loved ones.

I’m being targeted with genocide, such that it can become dangerous just me speaking/being in places. I often report on misconduct in my experience. Because of this, I am requesting permission, because I’m unsure if that’s going to be too much for people. I recently read the article "Bisbee Deportation" on Wikipedia, which I think is a part of the context.

There are people & cultures that don’t recognize the existence of ‘male homosexuality’. This can vary from denying that it exists within humans, within nature, or as a sort of category. There’s also those that recognize it as a category, though as something disallowed or punishable. And, there’s also those who disprefer the sexuality for other reasons, and are intolerant of it.

My ethnicity, as I’ve been told, is half Puerto Rican, a quarter Ukrainian, and a quarter English/Scottish. There are those who aren’t tolerant ‘ethnic mixing’, as one example, which I think is influenced by how ethnic category systems can force a sort of divisive choosing here.

I’m trying to get permission/ability to speak here - this violence is in response to me doing so.

No, that isn’t what I meant.

This is happening for the neighbors to see, and next to a middle school. The police are generally aware, and often encourage or join in on discriminatory hatred/violence; I don’t want to have to call them. I was struck with a pan, and didn’t engage in violence myself. The laptop was also struck with a pan, such that only a small rectangle of the screen - perhaps about 20% of the screen renders.

Also, the police often are corrupt here & encourage this sort of violence; it’s affronting & unbeneficial having to call them.

I’m currently being threatened & screamed at in-person, and am requesting cessation of hatred & non-violence. The person doing this has barricaded the front door and is destroying objects. In the past, my laptop has been destroyed in these cases, such that I’m unable to e.g. speak online.

Are you ok if I dislike being targeted with violence, or able to recognize this preference?

I’m currently trying to get permission to speak, which I think would be helpful. This generally follows me where I go too.

I live in Phoenix, and am being threatened, gaslit, & yelled-at in-person while typing this (without responding or engaging).

I don’t have access to transportation, and have been trying to get bike repairs.

I was homeless previously, and there was a Navajo man who invited me to visit his place in the Navajo Nation. I’ve been wanting to go, and have been requesting e.g. help with food while migrating.

Can you say which sentences are unparsable or confusing?

I dislike being cursed at here; am used to being treated with anger & violence, especially recently. If you can rephrase the question without cursing, as a precaution against potential hostility, I would be more ok with answering.

I may re-ask in another post.

I’m ethnically Bahanna, with a side of indeterminacy.

I think phrasing what’s non-permissible as “like complete asses”, though common phrasing, can be affronting here, because the rear is special/welcome within male-homosexuality. Of course it’s being used in a figurative sense, though I think it’s worth saying because the connotation carries over.

I don’t support any genocide. There is the ‘first precept’ in Buddhism to abstain from killing of any being. I raise awareness for preventing/ceasing widespread killing/harm of animals & nature in general.

I take refuge in the Triple Gem; am request/suggesting non-anger in that regard.

I’m currently being gaslit & threatened, and forced to beg for help trying to migrate elsewhere. There isn’t any place where sleeping is allowed, and I’m being targeted with genocide.

I live in the Phoenix area, Arizona, United States. I’m unsure what form of aid I can currently offer that would be tolerated and wouldn’t be too forced, so it seems more appropriate to directly beg.