I’m wondering if I should go for the train or cop method like I planned 19 years ago or if I should do another.

Just fucking eradicate that shit. Yeah let’s lock the kid away in a place where they’re taught showering is a privilege and being clean is a preference that spoiled bad kids have. If you don’t like something, get over it. And I got over it by going years without showering or wiping my ass because that was being a good kid. I really should have just died sooner.

Too young to have a job but too old to be unemployed. So funny that it has a job, because who would hire that? And why does it want to be grown so badly, getting a job? So funny! Too old to be at such a low position as well but too young to want to move up. If I was never reduced to that stupid disorder then why is a 26 year old with a job such a hilarious joke?

Life gets better for the loved, and I am extremely stupid for thinking that included me.

Because living as a stupid joke that everyone raises to be a failure is better than being murdered at birth?

Too old for family friendly media, too young for everything else, and being into no media at all is scary and I should be locked away for having no interests or hobbies. Just eradicate that stupid shit.

I’m so fucking tired of perpetually being too old and too young for everything.

I’d rather kill one person rather than many, I just prefer if the one person weren’t mourned

I am extremely stupid for thinking I could turn this stupid life into one actually worth living. I will always be a puppet controlled by a disorder I never had. I will always be a joke at best and a burden at worst. I really should have just died years ago. Everyone in my life wanted me gone including me, but of course I’m stupid enough to miss all these fucking signs that my life peaked at 5 and will never improve. Life gets better when you’re loved.

Anything labeled as “black excellence” often has the person in an unhealthily overworked and vulnerable state, with the message being if this person can work at McDonald’s with a baby then all of your problems are non issues and you have no excuse to be suffering.

The black community defends this abusive shit because they take pride in being “strong”. They’d overwork their children to near death for a high school diploma, and when the children have zero energy for anything else in their lives they’re so lazy. They are power hungry dictators as parents because they believe the trauma will make the children “strong”.

If any other race did that it’s abusive, but when black people do it it’s “empowerment”. The mother takes pride in being a Strong Black Woman and the baby will 100% use this upbringing to flex on their peers for Having A Hard Childhood.

Oh, right, I’m white on the inside. I should go back in my lane playing animal crossing and listening to Taylor Swift. There is no toxicity in the black community.

This is literally what “black excellence” is, but calling it out makes you (internally) racist, a pick me for the nazis, or a black person who is white on the inside.

This post is inspirational and any problem you have with it is racially motivated.

Lemmy learns all mothers aren’t like the cartoon characters

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Yeah that’s the point I’m trying to make. What’s in that particular brand that actually works?

Yeah but that particular brand actually worked on me lmao. The others with higher doses were as good as just wishing I could sleep

I’ve had the twitching my whole life.

Also I’m not getting paid lmao

I ask because there’s no way it’s just a phobia. Every single time anything goes well something bad happens to balance it out. Yesterday afternoon I went for a ride in the nice weather but it turned out my scooter wasn’t plugged in fully so I only had 50% plus the tires were flat so the mileage was awful. Couldn’t ride for as long as I wanted. Went to the gym and reached my goals and also bought some fast food in the same day despite these bad omens and some of the food leaked in my bag on the way home onto my gym clothes then my phone holder randomly broke so I’ll need a new one. Also my scooter tires were flat so I had to inflate them which took a long time and almost made me late to work. The valve is hard to unscrew and I got a blister on my thumb that hurts like hell. Also my back hurts horribly and it’s interfering with my job alongside that stupid blister. Everything good comes with something at least 1.5x worse. My boyfriend is annoyed at how overprotective and overbearing I am of him, but every time I find someone I actually enjoy being around, they die. I can’t take it anymore.

Not sponsored but MidNite™ Back To Sleep melting tablets have eradicated this struggle so I can spend less time trying to sleep and more time working.

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Reminds me of trolls on parler and those fringe far gone conservative sites