• MelodiousFunk@slrpnk.net
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    18 hours ago

    Thanks, the best to you as well.

    Intellectually, I get why they’re doing the things this way. I’ve been in IT for 25 years, I’ve done my fair share of troubleshooting lol. But the slow motion nature of it is torture. Will this work? Dunno, let’s give it 6 weeks. Okay, now up the dose. Anything? Up the dose again. Guess this wasn’t the right one. Taper time! Okay now try this. Will it work? Dunno… etc etc.

    All the shit going on in my head feels like a bundle of Gordian knots. Try to tease out a loose end, it just pulls the whole thing tighter. I get why they’re trying to concentrate on one aspect, but again, knots. I’m trying to have patience, but at the same time these bills aren’t going anywhere. If I don’t pay them my Right To Exist is revoked and all of the effort was for nothing.