This is heartbreaking. I can’t even imagine how awful it must’ve been for you during that time, not knowing if surviving was even worth it (in a broader sense).
Thinking back, if I would’ve had to think about that too during my chemotherapy 8 years ago (was 24 back then) I don’t know if I would’ve survived. That, or I would’ve become a criminal afterwards as I was still fighting with trauma as well; it would’ve probably pushed me over the line of being convinced the world was inherently evil.
It’s good you found something to distract you from all that suffering and happened to be put in such a great, great hospital. Hope you found back to full health.
This is heartbreaking. I can’t even imagine how awful it must’ve been for you during that time, not knowing if surviving was even worth it (in a broader sense).
Thinking back, if I would’ve had to think about that too during my chemotherapy 8 years ago (was 24 back then) I don’t know if I would’ve survived. That, or I would’ve become a criminal afterwards as I was still fighting with trauma as well; it would’ve probably pushed me over the line of being convinced the world was inherently evil.
It’s good you found something to distract you from all that suffering and happened to be put in such a great, great hospital. Hope you found back to full health.