The only person who can really answer that question is you, unfortunately. Us randos on the internet can, however, give you more perspectives for you to consider and help you come to the answer you feel is right. I consider myself to be a cishet male, but I fantasize about life on the other side pretty regularly, getting railed by my wife turned male. If I was able to switch my body back and forth at will, I feel like would probaby spend a lot of time as a woman if for no other reason than to fidget with boobs instead of balls. I am comfortable with my body and don’t feel it’s the wrong body/gender for me, which is why I consider myself cisgender, but the horny part of me wishes I could experience more. The curse shared by the main characters in the comic series Bound Together by Chesshire88 on deviantart is pretty much the situation I would love to have with my wife if it was an only when I wanted it type thing, so while it’s a pretty horny comic in a niche fetish, I relate to it pretty strongly. Hope my perspective helps you!