You didn’t ask me what it was like you asked me what my life would be like without it which to be fair is a question I think about a lot. but if you want to know what it’s like. It’s very hard to live with, I can’t stand not having any attention and I’m obsessed with how others see me. I don’t have the same emotions as everyone else and I’m extremely in the present. The things I care are how can people notice me, who should I hangout with, how do make myself feel better now and what food should I eat. The future feels like a different country and the past is the past.
You didn’t ask me what it was like you asked me what my life would be like without it which to be fair is a question I think about a lot. but if you want to know what it’s like. It’s very hard to live with, I can’t stand not having any attention and I’m obsessed with how others see me. I don’t have the same emotions as everyone else and I’m extremely in the present. The things I care are how can people notice me, who should I hangout with, how do make myself feel better now and what food should I eat. The future feels like a different country and the past is the past.