I managed to buy some sodium nitrite on Amazon a few months ago. They stopped selling it like two years ago after a bunch of teenagers used it to die but it seems they were allowing vendors back on as long as they could only sell to business accounts, but there was a delay of a few days between it being listed and then restricted to business accounts and in the meantime I was able to snag some. I hope I’ll never be forced to use it but it’s nice to know that whatever happens I get to be the one in control now. ME. The world can find another punching bag, I don’t have to be it’s submissive little bitch anymore. I have the POWER to extinguish my life whenever I want.