The fact that he’s trying to find a “cure” for ASD (using the most extreme methods) makes me think he’s a self-loathing autistic and a turncoat who deserves no praise from others with ASD. I certainly don’t respect him.
I didn’t know I had ASD until I was an adult. Growing up I just knew I was weird and different and strange and nobody liked me. I didn’t know why, I just knew I was doing something wrong and I simply wasn’t “normal”.
I would have given literally anything to be neurotypical, for a very long time.
When I was 19, I got formally diagnosed. For a few years after I was still hoping that it would somehow be “cured” and one day I could be like everyone else. I dunno if that made me a turncoat; just someone who didn’t accept who I am.
I’ve since come to terms with it and accepted that it’s an intrinsic part of me and that I wouldn’t be the same person if I didn’t have ASD. Like I can imagine what my life would be like without depression; I can’t even think about what my life would be if I was neurotypical. I’d be so completely different that I basically wouldn’t be “me” anymore.
But I only got to that level of acceptance because life worked out for me; I learned how to effectively mask, I have a good-paying stable job in my dream field (AAA game development), a significant other, and even a couple friends.
From what I can tell, Elon may have money but he’s miserable. I can see a world in which he blames ASD for his misery (like I once did), and I can see how wanting to “cure” it makes him think that maybe he’d be happier. That’s probably why he’s killing monkeys with brain chips.
The fact that he’s trying to find a “cure” for ASD (using the most extreme methods) makes me think he’s a self-loathing autistic and a turncoat who deserves no praise from others with ASD. I certainly don’t respect him.
Maybe.
I didn’t know I had ASD until I was an adult. Growing up I just knew I was weird and different and strange and nobody liked me. I didn’t know why, I just knew I was doing something wrong and I simply wasn’t “normal”.
I would have given literally anything to be neurotypical, for a very long time.
When I was 19, I got formally diagnosed. For a few years after I was still hoping that it would somehow be “cured” and one day I could be like everyone else. I dunno if that made me a turncoat; just someone who didn’t accept who I am.
I’ve since come to terms with it and accepted that it’s an intrinsic part of me and that I wouldn’t be the same person if I didn’t have ASD. Like I can imagine what my life would be like without depression; I can’t even think about what my life would be if I was neurotypical. I’d be so completely different that I basically wouldn’t be “me” anymore.
But I only got to that level of acceptance because life worked out for me; I learned how to effectively mask, I have a good-paying stable job in my dream field (AAA game development), a significant other, and even a couple friends.
From what I can tell, Elon may have money but he’s miserable. I can see a world in which he blames ASD for his misery (like I once did), and I can see how wanting to “cure” it makes him think that maybe he’d be happier. That’s probably why he’s killing monkeys with brain chips.