• OurTragicUniverse@kbin.social
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    11 months ago

    Might wanna look into OCD then. That sort of mentally torturing yourself is very OCD, so is the belief that if you do it often enough/just right, it will protect you and your community from harm.

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      11 months ago

      I’m already in therapy for a while now. And although I do still feel this, it is much less now