Every day, I stop myself from stepping into those alleyways where no light reaches.

No. I don’t want to slip into oblivion.
No. I don’t want those alleyways.

I don’t want to live among the dregs of debris,
in convulsions, lungs full of fog.

Dreaming of such heights, staring into such blank gutters—
I don’t want those alleyways.

Cold. Bitter.
Beyond that brick wall lies the abyss.

A heartbeat quickens, then slows.
In these gutters, pink turns to blue.

A spike.
That moment of rush.
A requiem. Blank.

Don’t walk down that alleyway.
Some dreams should not be over.

Photo credit: Rich McPeek

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