

Sus. Don’t trust random people on the internet.
There’s an old internet adage from the early days: “Don’t trust you can’t punch in the face.”
This isn’t paranoid. It’s basic safety. Talking about personal stuff to people you don’t know irl is inherently risky.
If you’re in need of a confidant, find someone you know in real life who’s trust you can verify or a professional.
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You’re depressed and need medical attention. You can’t will yourself or out of this anymore than you can will yourself out of pneumonia. It’s an illness and needs treatment.
You can’t see the way out because it’s happening to you. Depression lies and obscures reality. You need someone else to show you the way.
There is something you can do. You can seek help. Are you willing to do that?