• wia
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    1 year ago

    I don’t understand why this is bad?

    I’m reading this like you’re unhappy you don’t remember the pain? And you want pain?

    Or is this sarcasm?

    • kboy101222@lemm.ee
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      1 year ago

      No, it’s basically an entire day of my life that I know happened but I can’t remember any specific details of. I know I went through insane amounts of physical and emotional trauma (I laid there in pain for no less than 8 hours because it was literally the same week COVID started), and not being able to remember it at all is preventing me from moving on or healing.

      Idk if it’s just a me thing, but I hate not remembering entire large sections of time. After the first time I got black out drunk I didn’t drink alcohol for almost 2 years